Two events that had happened in the last one hour have made him feel suffocated. He didn't know whether to react or stay calm. Although the events were not a big deal so he thought he should not think about them much and dismiss them as trivial but his heart was aching and he was not able to take off that heavy load off his chest. He sat to study but then again started thinking why. Its not hate that he felt, nor was he angry at circumstances. Its just that he wanted his brain to be dead for sometime - atleast till this heavyness on the heart eases a little. He just wanted it to be plain dead, no thoughts, no flashes of the past, nothing, just numb.
He had huge assignments piled up and lots of pre-readings to catch up; should make his heart dead rather than my brain. Damn, he thought..
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Where are you?
Did you just convert all the 'I's & 'me's into 'he's and 'my' into 'his'?
;)
Oh wait in case this was a release route for something serious, mat I ask what happened?
feelings are tougher to control than thoughts..
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