I am scared!!

I know it may sound foolsih to some people but i printed 200 pages of a book through the office printer and i am scared that i may get caught!!

There is this fear in my heart!! my heart beat is beating faster as still the paper is printing and its been 20 mins..
I just hope nobody come in here and checks out what i am doing..
and wat heck if they found who printed such a large copy from my IP!!

I dont know if main faaltu ki chinta kar rahi hoon..

I guess i have felt this fear before too!!

I dreamed four years back that i am sitting somewhere and all the people are racing and i feel that i cant compete with them.. i have lost..
I am way behind..
I feel like drowning myslef..
All have beaten me and i am left behind alone..

I am feeling the same sensation right now..

God.. i know what i am doing right now is not right but please be with me..
please stay with me!!

I know i would do this again!
But please God.. save me!!